haaay, depression kills! maybe that’s the reason why lately, my mother is telling me that i have thinning hair! yes! you can really see my scalp in one patch of my head! i dunno if this is from stress (probably!) or is it because….im using Michael’s Hair Creme…?!

anyways, i really do get upset whenever things are really said about me (even if they are good..that’s how stupid i am!) so while im reflecting on those cristicisms, i scribbled my thoughts in this:

still catching on my breath/keeping up with everyone’s pace/im left behind/left behind tonight/again im by myself tonight/

said im coming up but then i don’t /almost given up,that’s what i thought/why do they act like that?/acting cool when in fact they’re not?/

so i stay behind/far away from lies/the things they deny/everytime they cross the lines/and they say they’re right behind all the time/ but they were never there/ i knew it/im not keeping up with them/ i’d rather stay behind/

why do they do/ the things they thought would make them cool?/why do they do/the things that would make them a bunch of fools?/and think of it as being good/ when they step on their own foot?/

so im leaving them behind/keeping myself from being pulled/and push myself through and through/when they thought they’d leave me behind/that’s the time i can show the world i can fly/