wtf, thanks to mark im now assigned to take the 3pm to 12am slot and with that im forced to learn how to validate credit cards (gawd, i hate making decisions!) but most of us are learning how to anyway. After almost a week in that schedule, i’ve managed to adjust already but not entirely, and my AHT shows that!
now i think that mark is guilty of giving me his schedule.He had afterclasses in the evening for his photography stuff and tried to reassure me that the sked is not that bad (umm, maybe) and offered to treat me in exchange, which i didn’t even pay attention to…he called me in my phone (of course using the office’s avaya) but what did i do? i hang up! hehe, it feels so nice to feel persuaded. but of course every bad deed deserve some karma! heheeee!
come monday, i was having my lunch at 7pm and i was eating alone in the cafeteria when suddenly he popped up from nowhere (he’s supposedly out by 6pm..did he…wait for my break?!), approached me with all his teeth displayed in the fluorescent light that i nonchalantly ignored.
“Wag ka ngang magalit sakin..”
“Baket, di ba ko pwedeng magalit?”
and he stood there, frozen as i was eating my lumpiang shanghai dipped in UFC Ketchup. he stood there, i wasn’t looking to him but i know that he was waiting for me to retort like i always did but that didn’t happen. after about 12 seconds (which felt like eternity, was actually equivalent to three spoonfuls of rice and a gulp of water) i heard him sigh and turned around and took the long way out of the cafeteria. I felt victorious.
But that was fleeting. I actually ended up loading my celphone to text him. “No worries mark. I’ve promised you that” (that was a promise i gave him on the bus going home from island cove. That’s actually for loving him [yes,LOVING] in my silent ways without affecting our non-romantic, friendly relation) but that message yielded no reply! huh?! is it his turn to do the snobbing?! my, he just challenged the snob-of-the-year awardee.
and that was his fault for not replying. since that message was sent to his number, never again did i send another one and just after 2 days he’s back on forwarding jokes and quotes (an invitation to talk?!) but even if im am fully loaded with Everybody text 20, mark never recived a reply.
Hell, i want to change this story for the better! Even if i stand no chance against my rivals (3 girls and 2 gays..and that’s just in our office!) i want to be a more better person towards him. not the type that you can ignore because “you know he’ll always at your disposal” or “you know he’ll do every stupid thing for you”. Im not that good in stroking somebody’s ego (maybe “stroking” other things, but not at the moment) but at least i want him to know that somebody like me can change also for the better…in the name of love!
and i guess the bad part is, he knows it already that im deeply stuck in to him! fuck, i really hate the Love when when applied in the same sentence with my name.
