…even loneliness exists in paradise…
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sana programmable na lang yung mga damdamin ng mga tao…if you don’t like feeling this emotion then delete it. If a person you love doesn’t love you back, then overwrite it hindi yung tulad ng ganito that you would insist what you feel; isn’t it quite selfish to force your emotions to someone? isn’t it unfair to love without something in return? isn’t it self-indulgent to whittle time away for something distant, obscure and rather, hopeless?!

what you’ve been through for months can’t be easily superimposed by days; and why is it that we always fall for someone who doesn’t even give a damn to what’s happening to you? Talaga nga bang ang taong nagmamahal ang laging nananalo, o baka naman sapat na ang maipakitang mahal mo ang tao na walang inaasahang kapalit?! dammit, it wouldn’t be the case if reality tells you you’ve lost, and there’s no point hanging but then again you always hang on that little shred of hope, even if it’s clear that there’s no guarantee and that shred can break you to pieces anytime and let you fall.

i hate these thoughts flooding every night. When is enough enough?

July 17th, 2008 at 11:50 pm